Life has been crazy lately and I have been trying to be as positive as possible. After last night that has become even harder. The doctor called and is thinking of stalling my surgery. My MRI and hip arthrogram came up positive for a labral tear and he is deciding which should be fixed first the hip or the endo. When it rains it pours.
Still, everyday I find things that make me feel lucky-a hug from a coworker, emails and comments from other endo patients and their families, my own family trying to cheer me up, my best friend attempting to make me laugh and constant reminders that people care about me help me to try and keep a smile on my face despite how I feel inside.
Friday I will be going to the printer in the morning, hopefully lunch like my usual Friday schedule, and then heading to the hip doctor to find out if surgery will fly on Monday.
Thanks for the thoughts and kind words everyone <3